Lady D

Oops! A title...hmm...Happy-go-lucky day!

2007-03-31T04:40:09Z

Current mood: bouncy

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Wait, wait, wait...I had gone to bed at 11pm yesterday and took a 4 hr nap with some wierd dreams and have written them down and decided to hang out in the main house...cuz I was wide awake...then I hear Dad saying he is going to bed early...Okay, the start of my day...was Dad crashing about 5am...yeah! So I got to watch some Angel, Charmed and whatever else I surfed for...So when I couldn't find anything else after that...I stumbled on the History Channel and found that below:

Last Stand of The 300:

After Custer, Thermopylae is the most famous last stand in history. In a narrow pass in Northern Greece, seven thousand Greek soldiers await an onslaught of epic proportions. They will soon face the largest fighting force ever assembled--the war machine of the mighty Persian Empire, estimated at over a million men. The Greeks are led by three hundred of the most ferocious warriors of the ancient world--the Spartans. Their leader is the fearless King Leonidas, who after this battle would be catapulted into legend. When it is over, every Spartan in the pass will have sacrificed his life for freedom. Creating a fresh visual style and using new technologies we will dramatically recreate the significant events that lead to Thermopylae and the clash of arms.

And I watched the 2 hr event and enjoyed every minute of it. The history of it...well, makes me want to see the movie all the more...Must go watch the movie 300!!! Maybe this wkend or something of soon...it would seem to be a good remake of history...

Then about 10ish...Donna come knockin' on the door with candy to give to Mom and Dad that the boys were selling to raise money to go to WA, DC b4 summer vacation. So we have loads of candy in KING SIZE!!! So they may last a bit in Dad's hands...or Mom's or mine for that factor. We are all Chocolate Fiends! So at about 11ish...I want to crash...and Dad wakes up and Donna stays to visit with Dad. She can deal with his cranky-ass.

So in the process of sleeping from 11ish to 1pm for a potty break, I went back to bed for an hr and got up right 2pm. Went inside the house, washed down, got into clothes, brushed out long hair and put lotion on my face and loaded up some library books, opened car, locked up my house and left on heater and got the dogs back in the house and off to town I went. Wow...is that sentence a run-on or what?! :P Bad Me! Anyway, when I got to the library...there be a tall, long haired man in a kilt preparing his "event" at the library. Oh, My! Drool, Drool! Men in kilts! :P So I had gone inside the library and copied the recipes I wanted out the library books I was returning. Then proceeded to go outside and drop off my copies and look in on the kilted Scotsman...oh, my... anyway...it started at 3pm and ended at 4pm at the Goldendale Library. His info below:

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Bagpipes and Scottish Song from Geoff Frasier
Mr. Frasier is a frequent pilgrim to Gaidheltachd, Scotland, and holds a National Certificate in Scottish Gaelic Language and Music. In performance, his repertoire represents the dynamic relationship between pipe tunes, Gaelic song, and stories from living tradition, with some Irish whistle and flute tunes thrown in for good measure!

So the turn out was excellent...more adults than kids. More elders than adults...almost...but it was good turn out. The weather here is so typical...sunny 1st and then suddenly the winds come in and the sun disappears. But I tried to will it mostly sunny and no rain. Which indeed was no rain. Glad of it! But the dude did awesome on the bagpipes...I loved it. And the songs he sang were familiar of what I hear from my fave bands/singers who do them. The songs and bagpipes lingered in me for about 3 hrs after it was over with. My heritage is Scotish/Irish/Cherokee/Dutch/French...so...I just feel it in my blood. :-D

So while I was on the search for Mr. Frasier's stuff. I cruised to find Renissance Festivals in OR and WA states... I saved the shortcuts for my blog...enjoy. I think I will try to attend a few of them. Keyword: TRY!

http://www.coastarts.org/Glastonbury/glastonbury04.html

http://www.shrewfaire.com/

http://www.nwrf.com/nwrfhome.htm

http://www.oregonscottish.org/oregonevents.htm

http://www.oregonscottish.org/phg.htm

http://www.oregonscottish.org/washington.htm

So I had gotten info that May Crown in on May 18th...but I haven't a clue where its at. I am considering going...but its not too deep in thought for it yet. It would be pretty cool to attend and see some old friends. :) Hopefully, its not raining, like it was last yr. :-P I may be in better moods to socialize in the SCA this yr...but we shall c. In what I attended last yr...I had fun to a point...only cuz I was rather and very MOODY! But...let's hope this yr with my control of emotions and all...its all possible.

So have I written a really detailed blog today? Sure feels like it.

I had listened to Country music on myspace earlier. I think I wanted to make my ears bleed...or just enjoy some other music besides RnB lately. Now into Rock...lately, I have been wanting to listen to Rock on the radio station...cuz I am quite sick of what the RnB/Hip Hop stations in Yakima are playing lately. They need to put more rock stations over here. Sorta like the Tri-Cities area...97.9 I think, they play all the awesome rock songs. Almost very unlike 94.5 of Yakima...where they play everything of rock of old and new...and that gets boring after awhile. I mean, its almost like 101.1 in Portland...and I hate their 3some wkends...cuz they play the same shit over and over. That's where I started hating Rush and Led Zepplin. There r only a few songs by them I like and enjoy...but not all the time!

So...I'm ramblin', aren't I? Name a ramblin' song...please and by who...

smirk

2007-03-13T00:48:57Z

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ruff news

2006-10-03T21:01:43Z

Last night, around 8pm, the 2nd Time Around store on Main street, downtown of Goldendale was on FIRE!!! the fire dept arrived with a lot of people, cuz they were having a meeting. So we was very lucky! The fire was contained in 2nd Time Around at 10pm, but it was going towards Goody's next door. At around 1am, Goody's roof came down...Goody's is a lost cause. The antique store on the other side of 2nd Time Around is water logged and smoke damaged.
Rumors were flying about that 2 HS kids were pissed at Dale, owner of 2nd Time Around, and were going to burn the place to the ground. Then I heard the rumor of those 2 HS kids were black and their are a couple of new black kids in this town.
Dale was there for a short moment in time, but I didn't see or hear of him. But what I heard of what he was doing...laughing and said he knew that his store would go and laughing at Goody's store going to get lost in the fire. Shows that Dale doesn't give a rat shit for his store or anyone else's business.
I want to volunteer my time to help out Dennis, Goody's owner, in trying to restore some of his antique store and whatever in his 2nd hand shop. But I know the SHOCK of it all is losing it all in a fire...10 yrs of blood, sweat and tears as Dennis put it last night...gone down in flames. Their was a lot of support out there last night for Dennis. I just can't believe it was happening.
That section of Goldendale is OLD! And the fact that the roof was covered in TAR and the fire fighters were fighting it with WATER...well...hell...it was long night for the local fire fighters and police man, no matter what!
To see the flames engulf Dale's place was a PITY and then to see Dennis's shop go down with it...well, hell...it just sucks!

on other news, the Tribe has rescended the offer on the job...for the fact of my 10 yr old references weren't good enough...I don't have any current ones. And I had told the HR lady in an email that I would back out of the job offer...if they couldn't handle the 10 yr old references. So my stress on that is no longer, but I am still looking for a job. May just deliver the Yakima Herald...going to apply and talk to the parents about it.

CRAP! Life!

frustrations...

2006-09-28T21:33:14Z

want to cry...but crying will get me no where...

good manners

2006-09-27T01:45:15Z

Teaching Good Manners
>
> During class, a teacher trying to teach good
> manners, asks the young
> students how they would handle the following
> situation:
>
> "Michael, if you were on a date, having dinner with
> a nice young
> lady, how would you tell her you have to go to the
> bathroom?" she asked.
>
> "Just a minute, I have to go pee", said Michael.
>
> The teacher replied, "That would be rude and
> impolite!"
>
> "What about you, Bill .. how would you say it?"
>
> He says, "I am sorry but I really need to go to the
> bathroom, I' ll be right
> back."
>
> The teacher responded, "That's better, but it's
> still not very nice to say
> " bathroom " at the table."
>
>
> "And you, little Johnny, are you able to use your
> intelligence for once and
> show us your good manners?"
>
> Johnny replies, "I would say: 'Darlin', may I please
> be excused for a
> moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear
> friend of mine, whom I hope
> you'll get to meet after dinner. "
>
> The teacher fainted

Plans for today was anulled...

2006-06-02T00:02:02Z

Dammit! The rain came in and its nice and all...waters the corn that is sprouting in the gardens. So Sweet! But my Mom got called into work on her 1st day of vacation...cuz the other BookMobile Lady had caught a flu...so the Boss Lady was in a finkle...

So the planting day of flowers with Mom was ca-put! So I did a load of towels in laundry, hung out to dry, traveled to Centerville School to drop off annuals to Mr. Fields, and mosied out of my town and n2 other town, 8 miles away...

Went to WorkSource and found out about the Library Asst. job in Klickitat County and its in White Salmon. But the deadline is tomorrow, but I can hand deliver the application in WS. So I am traveling to WS Library and dropping off application. I am going to attempt this job and if I get a job interview and considered hired...well, my move to upper WA might be delayed. But we shall c...

At least, I was looked upon...when I had applied my resume to WorkSource a yr ago...I didn't get any biters and now I do...Wow!

I proceeded to the HS to visit my ole art teacher, Mrs. Thrasher, and she wasn't there. Her class was put in the library and I had seen the young boy, Tyler, and poked him saying he ought to do work, than gabbing away. He explains he shouldn't be in this class and all...then notices my necklaces and comments that he likes them both. How sweet. :) Anyway, I haven't seen him around town for quite sometime...I forgot to ask him if he is graduating this yr...for I am assumming he is a Senior at GHS....

I dropped off my letters at the PO, b4 I went to the HS.

Then went to the Computer Place to do some paid internet for an hr and half...which I felt I did do some good. Went cruising for more friends in the SCA field. And I was looking for that Scot. :P

Then I come here to tell Mom that the job is in WS and she says, oh, Good! Oh, yeah...then you can go live with Heidi. I laughed and said, yeah, right...but I told her that I am taking a trip to WS to drop off those papers. She said, that's no problem.

And now I am on here...Wow. My life is so full...of what?

Guess what I had seen on TV today....

2006-06-01T01:30:05Z

While I was watching WE channel, and it was Weird Weddings espisodes. I had seen the Scot, that I had met at 40 YC, on the TV. He was doing a Celtic Wedding for Darcy and Jason, and I believe I caught his name to be Rev. Preston. The wedding was held near Gresham, OR, I do believe and the landscape where it was...it was so beautiful. And I had already seen this episode on Weird Weddings and when I seen it again today...like, OH MY GODS!!! I KNOW the Rev. Holy Cow! I am not too sure...but dammit...that was the Scot on the darn TV...to the T!!! So where ever you are, Dude...I am hoping you are on MySpace...cuz I want to be your friend at events in OR. I hope to attend an SCA event in July sometime, but we shall c. :)

On the way into town, I had seen a chopper flying overhead. It was not the normal chopper...it looked like a replica on M*A*S*H...a single seated chopper. I had seen he was going to land at Goldendale's airport. I travel and YES, he did land here. I walk up and he had just shut off the motor. It sounded old, not the smooth running engines on the choppers now. So I walked up and he was chatting on a cell fone, and I stand away, til he notices me. He noticed, and invited me to look at the old bird. When he got off the fone, I said, I have never seen one so old...he said, this is not too old...its only an '88. But dam, I still say, you don't see one of these around too often. He was flying from Portland to Yakima and he decided to land in Goldendale for a break. And the Goldendale airport...well, its like nothing there. There is Port-A-John there, and a very old telephone booth with NO FONE in it...and the buildings where owners store their private planes and then the run-way... That is IT! of Goldendale's airport...there is a sign that the city and state is going to put $$$ into the old airport...but I don't know when that is likely to happen...but it would cost estimated $20,000.

So! That was my excitement upon coming into town. And what really wasn't happening in my life today. But I had share some AWESOME news with the Scot being on TV and the chopper coming into town. Wow. The story of my life. :P

Summer days are finally here....

2006-05-30T23:18:24Z

Its lovely today...so I thought to wear a skirt and a sleeveless shirt...blue tie-dye for that factoid. And my All Stars...comfortable, comfortable, comfortable!

Anyway...wanted to let everyone know that I received a postcard notifying that my applications to the KRL(Kitsap Regional Library) has my application in and if I do not hear from them within 3wks...I wasn't selected. But I am glad to get the postcard and notification. Maybe there is hope for me yet to get that job there...that would be sweet. Since I have been taxi driver twice in my life and I love to be at the library...well...hell...it would be a nice job. :)

I have been getting on my mail pile. I am down to 13 letters...so I am doing good.

Umm...been catching a few new videos on Fuse, IMF and MTV. AFI-Miss Murder, Wolfmother-Woman, Futon-Rich Baby, 3 Points to Mars-The Kill, Type O'Negative-My Girlfriend's Girlfriend, Nelly Furtado-Promiscuous, Flyleaf-I'm so sick, Shakira-My Hips Don't Lie, Buttons-Pussycat Dolls and much more! :) I was never a real fan of AFI, but this Miss Murder song just sticks in my head most days...as well as, Shakira's and Flyleaf's. :) I am glad music has been stickin' in my head at random times...my life must be happy.

Yesterday I had gotten my hands dirty...playin' in the dirt. Planted some tomatoes, lavendar and transplanted some herbs into a smaller pot. Then I proceeded to weed out the grass from my mother's flower garden by the ramp...now it looks better...found one of the missing Easter eggs, tho. It was funny...but it was very ripe, indeedy!

Hmmm....I know there is more thoughts involved today...but I think I have finally ran out...I know I must go shopping for a plate for the potluck at the Rebekah's tonight...and make it within 20 minutes of going...of course...but that isn't til 6ish...anyway...

Um...de...dum....

edit

2006-05-18T22:44:41Z

alive

hot

summer is here early.

tell all details of the 2 wks and half I was gone in awhile...40YC was absolute fun and sad at times!

a blog

2006-04-22T00:25:22Z

oh, yesterday was a beautiful day. It was warm...in the 70s and no winds! I had turned heads yesterday...wore tight jeans and t-shirt...but I had woken up still feeling blue. then the day progressed okay, then sorta crashed when I heard a friend had a heart attack...oh, my. Then got talked into joining the LEA, Oddfellows...oh, joy...then I had gotten home in a rush to go to Wishram and didn't. So I decided to do the dishes, made some tea and talked to Wade on the fone for a couple of hrs. :)
Emily is frustrated with her b/f and the b/f is jealous of me.
Its very drama in my life...but nothing to really pertaining to me.
I am looking fwd to next wkend...going to an SCA event with Wade for the wkend...then look for a job up there in Bremerton, then go to the 10 day tour SCA event in Randle, WA with Wade. I think its going to be excellente! :)
I have been chatting with Wade on the fone for about wk now...we have enjoyable conversations. I had laughed so hard in our first conversation...that my ribs hurt for a couple of days. :)
Anyhow...Adam's birthday is coming up on Sunday. Happy Blitherin' Birthday!
Then Stan's birthday is on the 25th, but he is resting 6ft under...but I still remember it.
Then my anniversary is on the 27th and it will be 13 yrs, but we have been separated for over a yr now...
On the 27th, I will be traveling to Bremerton...a long drive, but looking fwd to getting away from this one horse shit of a town and to give my parents alittle vacation...if they don't think it a vacation, its MY vacation!
On the 28th, it will offically be a yr that I have been home! EEEK!!!

Losing my Sanity!

2006-04-15T00:25:45Z

Can I scream now? Can I? Can I? Can I?

Well, I'm waiting for the other shoes to drop. I have had my name slandered by ex-friend in a kids custody battle. I have an X-B/F saying I was in the same state as he was, when he was there to pick up his shit. Now more shit is falling. My half crazy father is saying that I should plan to get out of here and not depend on the nest egg here. Your going to be booted out soon. And that is what is upsetting me. He is saying my Mother is manipulating me and he was just giving me a heads up. Now I have this "talk" with him and he thinks this "talk" was a real talk...between father and daughter. I mean, I have been "talking" to him about shit for the past yr!

So, I call up my friend and x-spouse, leaving a msg that I don't know who to turn to or believe here. I feel that my parents are tearing me up inside. My parents both appreciate me for doing the things that they can't. But they cannot support me much longer...as I see the msg my father is trying to make me see. And my father is an invalid and he thinks crazy things and spits it out of his mouth. So I take it the information, but it still upsets me. I feel what my x-spouse felt when his parents would "play" him against each other. Now its happening to me. How the fuck am I suppose to deal with it?

The only people I talk to about my "family" life is my best friend, Emily, and my x-spouse...I'm just going completely fuckin' nuts here! When I am so fuckin' pissed that they do their fighting about the little and big shit and I AM the one in the fuckin' MIDDLE!!! I do deal with their shit alot...but its driving me over the edge.

I think I ought to get a loan somewheres and runaway and start over somewhere else! This is my home, but it doesn't feel right. Or I am thinking if I go to Bremerton at the end of April...just apply for jobs up there and hopefully live with someone with my kitties. Cuz this shit is just getting to me...my nerves felt shot all to hell! And when I think my nerves are just fine...something else comes popping up!

I suppose its just I need a fucking vacation and the SCA events and the faery festival is the way out...but I still come home and feel the dread upon my shoulders returning!

My father states, you best look upon your god or whatever, and find out what you want to inside...and go for it.
And I am like, and what the fuck have I have been doing for the past yr!?!? This place has no jobs! Its a small fucking town and no job openings! And how this town is ran...well, its just fucked up!

Can I scream now?

Dysfunctional Hallmark Cards

2006-04-14T07:19:32Z

Subject: Dysfunctional Hallmark Cards
Body: I LOVE ..9

1. I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. And now that you've come into my life...
(Inside card) - I've changed my mind.

2. I must admit, you brought religion into my life...
(Inside card) - I never believed in Hell until I met you.

3. As the days go by, I think how lucky I am....
(Inside card) - That you're not here to ruin it for me.

4. Congratulations on your promotion. Before you go....
(Inside card) - Will you take the knife from my back? You'll probably need it again.

5. Someday I hope to marry...
(Inside card) - Someone other than you.

6. Happy Birthday! You look great for your age....
(Inside card) - Almost lifelike!

7. When we were together, you said you'd die for me...
(Inside card) - Now we've broken up, I think it's time to keep your
promise.

8. We've been friends for a very long time...
(Inside card) - What do you say we stop?

9. I'm so miserable without you...
(Inside card) - It's almost like you're still here.

10. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy....
(Inside card) - Did you ever figure out who the father was?

11. Congratulations on your wedding day!...
(Inside card) - Too bad no one likes your husband.

12. Your friends and I wanted to do something special for your
birthday...
(Inside card) - So we're having you put to sleep.

13. Happy Birthday, Uncle Dad! (Available only in Alabama, West
Virginia, Mississippi, and Arkansas)

14. Looking back over the years we've been together, I can't help
but wonder...
(Inside card) - What was I thinking?

15. You're such a good friend. If we were on a sinking ship and there was only one life jacket...
(Inside card) - I'd miss you terribly and think of you often.

AND this one is my own creation. ~du

16. Being your best friend is great in so many ways...
(inside card) Like, when your mutilated corpse is found I'll be the last one the authorities question.

And I am going to use one of my mother's wishes.~ fatdeaf1

17.Have a Happy 35th Birthday
(inside card) When you were born, abortions were illegal.
Love, Mommy Dearest.

I have been meaning to post this for awhile....ewwww....

2006-04-14T06:22:02Z

Divers Discover 'Furry Lobster'

PARIS, March 8, 2006
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The Kiwa hirsuta. (AP Photo/A Fifis)
http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2006/03/08/tech/main1381118.shtml?CMP=OTC-RSSFeed&source=RSS&attr=SciTech_1381118

click above if you want to see a pic of this...

Fast Fact

The family was named Kiwaida, from Kiwa, the goddess of crustaceans in Polynesian mythology.
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(AP) A team of American-led divers has discovered a new crustacean in the South Pacific that resembles a lobster and is covered with what looks like silky, blond fur, French researchers said Tuesday.

Scientists said the animal, which they named Kiwa hirsuta, was so distinct from other species that they created a new family and genus for it.

The divers found the animal in waters 7,540 feet deep at a site 900 miles south of Easter Island last year, according to Michel Segonzac of the French Institute for Sea Exploration.

The new crustacean is described in the journal of the National Museum of Natural History in Paris.

The animal is white and just shy of 6 inches long — about the size of a salad plate.

In what Segonzac described as a "surprising characteristic," the animal's pincers are covered with sinuous, hair-like strands.

It is also blind. The researchers found it had only "the vestige of a membrane" in place of eyes, Segonzac said.

The researchers said that while legions of new ocean species are discovered each year, it is quite rare to find one that merits a new family.

The family was named Kiwaida, from Kiwa, the goddess of crustaceans in Polynesian mythology.

The diving expedition was organized by Robert Vrijenhoek of the Monterey Bay Aquarium Research Institute in California.

©MMVI The Associated Press. All Rights Reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten, or redistributed.

Wierd Dreams for the past few days....

2006-04-11T23:38:36Z

Last night's was interesting...I know about 3 of them...but I only remember the last one.

I was at someone's wedding, but it was like an outside wedding...only it was inside! and there were no priests...it was a couple dressed in gowns and people sat anywhere...and certain corners of people who were dressed up for the wedding on-samble...well, I sat near someone that looked very familiar. It was my sister's, best guy friend from High Schoo, Ira Kulin! and he was dressed up in Ladies clothing and was acting out for the wedding. Well, he had put me on the spot to say something nice for the couple and I could have killed him. To think of things on the spot and didn't know the couple very well...well, CRAP!!!

anyhow, I wanted to chase everyone outside...but I heard that outside was really dangerous...we were on a planet that was really poisonous to be out...so a pagan celebration had to be resorted inside.

sucked. but that's when I woke up...so...very fucked up!

technically yesterday's Blog entry...

2006-04-08T08:51:31Z

Earlier this morning, about 1:30am....

I heard voices outside. So I go outside to investigate and I find out there's a house party at the cop's house n town!!! A fight broke out and girls were screaming, "What the fuck is your problem?!?!". I hear bottles being thrown and some guys trying to throw punches at each other.

I mean, I live in a small town and hear this commotion and hear more shit.

They suddenly get n2 their "ricers" and one group goes out toward Hwy 97 and the others had ran off by foot behind the fire station. They come running down the hill to the school and they are panting under their breath, " The 50 is on our asses. Oh. Shit.".

I mean, these kids are so stupid to go to a house party that is a cop's house! Hello! DUH!!!

Well, the kids who head down to the school, hop into an old cutlass and head up the hill-where the cops (the 50) r spotting the streets with the big bright light!

I'm like, u fucking morons! Go where the cops are to spot you stupid asses. *shakes head*

IDIOTS!!!!

sickness hit me for a wk...

2006-03-25T22:57:27Z

now I am online, after a wk and a 2 days...

oh, the agony!!!

st. patty's day wishes

2006-03-17T01:43:27Z

Happy St. Patty's Day!

reminder: WEAR GREEN!!!!

so little time at the library...

2006-03-17T01:41:42Z

but Gods! I am so excited for tomorrow and Saturday! get to try to sell my wares and all that!!!

Listening to Daft Punk will also make you giddy!

boy....I just need to update...

2006-03-14T03:11:28Z

there is a craft and quilt sale going on in White Salmon this Friday and Saturday. Today I had gone to the Dalles to get things to make candles, baskets and tye-dye. So I hope there will be a few or many people show up at White Salmon. I am trying to sell the whole hell alot of candles I had made over the winter!!! So Wish me Luck!
What else? Hmmm...I have been listening to Ra and Mudvayne lately...and constantly. I wake up with Ra sometimes inside my head.
Oh! I need to go to XMatch.com and see if I can get a hook-up. Tee Hee!
Well, I have decided to go to SCA events this yr!!! Plus I want to go do something for Beltane this yr...somewhere, anywhere, but fuckin' here! I want ritual and fun, dammit!
Ummm...finding out news from another is great to hear, but alas, I have to think of myself here with my kitties and try to get the hell out of dodge! Hell fuckin' no!
Wow! I am ramblin'. But I don't know what to say...My mind is a blank, but I have Mudvayne inside thine head...so...hmmm....
things to make ya go hmmm.....

an entry....

2006-03-03T03:25:38Z

Where as, I am not going to rant and rave about someone stealing my blog things...

'chell and I had gone to Tri-Cities and gone to the mall...she tried on many bras to have something new and comfortable to have...and she almost tried on all the bras at Lane Bryant...she found a cool skirt that looked excellent on her. Then we proceeded to Hot Topic and I had found a few cute corsets there, but way too expensive to buy just yet. Plus found some boots that are cute and skirts that weren't in the right size...but the boots I want for the outfit has to be platforms with heels...and fetish. So anyway...we traveled toward home after the mall, but we stopped at Castle's...its a superstore Adult Shop. I went in to check out the clothes, but alas, no corset. But I did find a few body stockings and pleather catskin outfit...

I will have to shop online, I think. I have a friend who is looking out for some boots for me. So maybe I might be in luck there. :)

Tonight, 'chell and I, are going to the local tavern and going to shoot some pool. I am going to relax and have a couple of hrs of fun. :) Tomorrow is going to be a busy day...and at the end, well, I just can't say...I just know when I go home tomorrow...that I will be sad and glad at the same time.

I got a new knee brace...its nifty and it bends real easy...but I have to get used to the feel of it...its not the same feel as my old one.

Next coming wk, I will be a tye dye fiend and making candles again. I am going to spend some time with Emily, that's for sure. I think I am going to look around for someone to fix on my computer or take it apart and I can send the parts to Sean to fix. We shall c.

What else? the weather has been beautiful lately...hopefully spring is coming real soon...like March 22-23. :)

Ladies Night Out

2006-02-10T17:52:25Z

Well, last night had gone so very well. I didn't think I could "boogie" down in that way...but now I feel very old...all my bones, knees and my back is creakin'. ARGH!!!!

We get there and split second later, I locked the keys in the car. Great! Panic Button is engaged! So we go in and call a locksmith. It will only cost me $50 and I said, Yes! I need to get into my car, b4 its too late and I will worry about it thru-out the night. So the dude said, he would be there in 10 minutes...I went outside to wait by my car. It was cold, 25* degrees out! But I was so worried...he got there and we chatted. He couldn't believe where I lived and so forth...wondering how I locked the keys in the car and why...like I said, above, that is what happened. So I spent the $50 and got my stash out and gone back inside. Boy, I was frozen, but it didn't take long to warm up, drink and dance...and 'chelle was trying to make me loosen up on the dance floor. I was stiff. So I decided to get my 1st Vodka-7 for the 1st part of the night...and she had a Porn Star. It was an interesting taste, that's for sure. And we go back to the corner and enjoy our drinks and then hear songs that we want to dance to. The Vodka-7 enters my system and I start to loosen up. Wow...to dance like that...is just awesome and very HOT! My long hair was not bound up, so it had gotten hot quickly! But I enjoyed it all...

'chelle had men coming up to dance with her and I thought it down right cool! I still went on dancing my by myself and enjoyed the music. I had gotten one more drink, a double Vodka-7, and slowly slurped on that...but I accidently spilt part of it...so I didn't intake all of it. Oh, well. All I know is...I was bumpin' and grinding with a couple of guys...all very fun, tall, and respectful. I danced by myself is to the "Wicked Game" by Chris Issaks. That was interesting, but I enjoyed it. It was totally fun.

Close to 2am, we decide to leave and go back to the house...our stuff in the corner was being thrown by some stupid punks. So it was time to leave, b4 we got into a fight with them. Upon stepping out into the cold nite, my knees didn't want to work. Wow! But the cold felt good. There was a cop pulling into the parking lot and I decided to put on the despised seat belt and hope that he won't pull me over. We did a loop around the block, and the cop was at a light. 'chelle was thinking he would follow me...but I got lucky...teehee...I drove slowly thru town, anyways. 'til we hit the highway. My foot and ankle didn't want to work the peddle, but I got it going. It was cool.

We chatted on the way home and couldn't believe that exciting things happened to us last night. It was all worth it. I still think I am a bad influence on her. She has never partied like that in a long time and then have guys dance with her! We were noticed on the dance floor and we danced with guys...and guys danced with us. It was just a brilliant night and I loved it!Too bad we couldn't do that all the time...but it would be good, no matter when or where I go...it will be an excellente time to do it! :)

extra, extra. read all about it!!!

2006-02-07T06:14:44Z

I will be traveling at 6ish in the morning to Umatilla, OR...to be there at 9ish...on Wednesday...

I wonder how my night owlness react to the day...just like friggin' Dracula, I betcha!

I will be away for Wed and Thursday...Michelle and I have plans to get stuff done, go to shops, and cruise the boulevard. :) On Thursday night, we will be going to Pendleton and doing a Ladies nite out bar/dance club...so it will be fun to shake my boote! :P

I hope to chat with a few people on Wednesday, too...so we shall see how tired I will be. I will also help around the house, as I always try to do, while I am there. Let's hope there be NO TROUBLE while I am there!

La-T-FUCKING-Da!

cruisin' for a bruisin'....

2006-02-07T06:08:46Z

yep. that's what I have been doing, ever since I got here to my cousin's computer. chatting, cruisin' on the net, and still have yet to update my blogs. bad me. oh, well.

today I had woke up at 8:30am...but I had gone back to bed and read for a long time with my kitties snuggled around me. It felt nice. I took alittle cat nap at 10:30am and finally woke up from my dreams at 12:30pm...I did a load of laundry, kept the fire going, and took a shower. I ate a PBJ and Top Ramen for my food intake. Got into town and put $5 of gas in...as it did little to the needle, but I won't run out of gas. And went to the cousin's and have been on since...I chatted with a few friends on the fone...finding out news and wondering if I will see a friend online. Not likely, today. Oh, well. I tried to have a long conversation with that one friend, but with it being on the fone...it just doesn't work, sometimes. So now I update....add things here and there.

what else? nothing really...thought there was something, but don't really know. its like my mind is still not totally here. Its very wierd.

All I know, my dreams were wierd. Sex, orgasms, massages, and men...just wierd. dammit!

RED HORSE is here!!!!

2006-02-02T08:12:20Z

WARNING: THE BITCH IS IN!!!!!

Hells Bells!!!!

Must be the stress in my life! Dammit!

Didn't do much today. Called up a friend and chatted for a long time. It was nice. Did a load of laundry. Did the wood. Oh! did the catboxes! They were reeking...so I just done did it...not to have wierd, smelly dreams anymore. :P The snow we had last nite is now melted off...but its Ground Hog's Day later on...so I wonder if we will have an early spring!! I do want one! I am so sick and tired of the Winter Season here!

My horomones are wrecking havac on me...so I am so sorely bitchy!!!

I had wierd dreams last night. Was being raped by a guy on the stairs...and I told him he don't have to rape me...when I am more than willing. Then I woke up and had to take a piss. So I went back to sleep...another dream hit me...some how was in TN at some gathering, where Lynard Skynard was playing, Sweet Home, Alabama... I met my mate, he had dark hair and eyes...but I was running away from him. Toward the music...then found myself traveling by RV to this remote site where there is water on top of a plateau. I told the driver to stop and we got out...the water was still, but had a current. I stepped in and oh, my gods...almost got swept away...had to tell the people I was with to pay the fuck attention to me and get me out of there...they were arguing on how the water got there. It was all too wierd!!! Then I woke up and realized...that I was running away from the mate that knows me...I don't know who he was...

Anyway...sharing thoughts...when I have been looking for music and chatting with friends. I am an internet addict!

yesterday was a "I don't care" day....

2006-02-01T00:03:06Z

I was pondering on getting a shower and going into Town...didn't happen. So I lounged, ate, watched the boob tube and right b4 crashing at 2am...I decided to take a quick shower...ahhh...my body felt better after that...wow...slipped on a night gown and brisk walk to the cabin and into my shelter. I fed the kitties and crashed.

I woke sometime in the night, with Taz trying to knead my face with his cold paws...kept pushing him away. Wierd kitty. Then I woke up at 11:30am the 1st time...and went back to bed for an hr and half. Got up, immediately put myself in the shower...was in there awhile...it felt nice. I took care of my body and hair...wanted to have the water massage my body for awhile, but the hot water heater only lasts so much...ya know? I really want a bath tub to soak in and try to wash away my fears, loss of loves and such...likely its not going to happen anytime soon. So, anyway, the day was filled with chores...loaded in wood. It tried to snow/sleet/rain and found out that I have a flat on the car. So I got my chores done and headed off to Town...

Went to Les Swab and found out that one of the studs went thru the tire...so it needed to be patched up. Its fixed...so the stud tires are getting worn out, by me, driving it to Umatilla all the time. I want to have a car of my own...pack up my stuff and cats and get the fuck out of this 1 horse shit town. Its driving me bonkers!!!!

There is a Rebekah's meeting tonight...but they have pot luck at the end of the month...so I will be making the Pink Stuff and going from there. :) Its my contribution to them...plus give Lucky's sheet music for her theme song yr...hope she will like it. :)

What else? no much else. I need a massage on my shoulders...I am so fucking sore and stiff shouldered there...stress does fucking wonders to my persona...I need out of this town!!!! And my Red Horse will be coming on Friday...oh, joy...oh, joy!!!! Life is just so fucking grand! NOT!!!!!!